Monday Monday

ah another Monday. Feels just like last week, and the week before that. I'm in such a slump...still. Its been like 2 weeks now. Think I'm going to go to Dr. as soon as I can get in. To bad it will be a total pain to get the time from work since the other girl that does my job is out. Don't even get me started on that crap. Work is pissing me off lately. Just feel like I have no where to move up in the company.
In other news I got stood up TWICE this weekend. FML! This guy, John, we've been emailing a ton and agreed to meet for lunch last Friday. We never set a place, so thankfully I wasn't sitting somewhere alone waiting on his ass. But I didn't ever hear from him Thur of Fri. Then Sat. he emails apologizing, had issues with his daughters school etc etc. So I said ok I'll respond and go from there. We were both kid free Sunday night so I suggested we do dinner. He acted very happy about that and said he'd call at 7pm. NO CALL. NO text. No email. Give me a fucking break now! So needless to say I wrote him a little not nice email since he wasted my time.

More dating crap, a girl friend of mine, Amanda, we just know each other from same friends so we aren't real close. We were chatting last night, shes recently single and on same dating website as me. Well turns out we've dated TWO of the same guys. LOL and she has a girl friend who also has dated these two guys!!! So the 3 of us are going to start cross referencing guys. How sad is that????? I kinda hate it cause she's pretty similar to me. Really shows these two guys like a certain "type" of girl. But I'm the same way with guys, so I guess I'm a hypocrite. It's just crazy how small the world is and how we all really are connected somehow.

So in awesome news my baby boy turns 2 on Sunday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where has the time went!!?!?!?!?! I miss him tons today, he's been at Andrews Sat and Sunday. So I am looking forward to his party Sunday! We are having a cook out. I asked my dad to grill since I have no idea how. Thank goodness he will. Times like that I miss having a man the most. I could learn to grill, but its not the same. Just reminds me of Andrew. ugggg Anyway my moms getting Wyatt's cake and dads grilling. All my family is coming so it will be really fun! I stress having it at my house, but its just family so they know my house is small. I also invited Dustin. He loves Wyatt and I love him so I just wanted to invite him. He said he's coming so we will see. It would mean a lot to me if he did.

More crap from last week that happened. I picked up Wyatt from the sitter on Wednesday and she said Andrews GF had left me something. (1st of all his GF is not every supposed to take him to daycare!) She handed me a boutguie of DEAD flowers. Said they were for mothers day ( 4 days ago!) WHO DOES THAT!? We don't talk, we are not friends, we are not even on good terms!!!! So no gift needed, especially not a DEAD gift!! Seriously what the fuck?
I just started crying. My sitter felt awful, I hate that she was in the middle. Thankfully she is awesome.


Ok back to work. I'm going to update this more...per some requests =)
Love you girls!!!!